Chapter 24: A Business Deal


- Brandon's POV -

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I smelled good.
I had put on an extra spray of cologne before coming to Taylor’s Starbucks, and I still didn’t know why--she was dating Henry, anyway. Makes me feel more confident, though, I thought as I sipped on my latte. I was early, but arriving before the agreed-upon time was my practice, and today was no exception.
As soon as I finished my thought about Henry, the punk walked through the door. I watched him from my table in the corner. He walked straight up to a table with two other men, one of whom pushed him an already ordered drink.
I watched them for a while. They all seemed to know each other, though one seemed to be more polite to Henry and the other man. Part of me wondered why they were there. So much of me, in fact, that I got up from my table to stop at the condiments station near their table. I pretended to pour a disgusting amount of sugar and cream into my coffee, eavesdropping as I did so.
“I can’t believe you actually managed to ask her out,” one of the men remarked. I can’t tell which one it is, I realized, because my back is turned. Dangit.
“Yup.” It was Henry’s voice, which I vaguely recognized. “We’ve been out a couple times now. She’s super into me. It won’t be long before…” He lowered his voice and said something I didn't catch, but all three guffawed loudly.
“Well, Mac, sounds like you won the bet after all.” The other man’s voice. “I guess you’ll have your deal.” There was a round of laughter, and the sound of handshakes. “Remember, it’ll last as long as their relationship. That’s how the bet went.”
“I remember,” the first man said. “Hey, I’m just an honest man trying to do a little business here.”
“Honest business, my foot. I can’t believe I signed on this.”
“To be fair, it isn’t that bad of a deal,” Henry offered.
“For you, it isn’t!” There was more laughter. I made my way back to my seat, mulling over what I just heard.
I tapped my finger on my drink. “It’s obvious that the ‘her’ is Taylor,” I confided in the napkins on my table. “Well, it’s pretty obvious. If it’s not, then Henry is cheating on her and we have a problem. But who could the other two be…?” As the three stood to leave, I pulled out my phone and snapped a picture of them. Just in case Taylor needs to know.
The trio exited Starbucks, and I was left waiting for Taylor. I’d brought my laptop, so that we could do research if we needed to. I glanced at the clock--2:33 pm. She should be here any minute.
As if I’d summoned her, she walked through the door at that second. Noticing me right away, she smiled and dropped her bag off at my table. “Lemme order something real quick.”
“Alrighty.” I grinned back at her. When she came back with an iced coffee, I opened up my laptop and clicked on one of my documents. “Okay. So. Let’s get to researching.”
“Wait a second.” Taylor placed her hand on mine. I looked up into her concerned green eyes. “Are you okay? After last night, I mean.”
“Oh.” I looked down. Her hand was still on mine. “Yeah. I’m fine. Usually I just shove it down. I never know when it’ll come back, though.”
“When--If it comes back,” Taylor corrected herself, “promise you’ll talk to me about it? Or someone else, someone who can help you?”
“I promise.”
She smiled gently. “Good.” Taking a sip of her coffee, she settled down to business. “Now. Any new ideas since we last met up?”
“Not really, honestly,” I admitted. “I bookmarked all the articles we’ve read, and documented every shared experience we’ve had, and then put them all into this document. I’ll let you give yourself access by email.” I turned the laptop to her.
“Perfect.” She paused her typing. “Hey! That papercut! So that was you!”
“Yeah, actually. I noticed that when I got it, it didn’t bleed. I was gonna mention it but forgot.”
“It bled on my side,” Taylor said, shaking her head. “It was the craziest thing--okay, not the craziest thing, but one of the craziest things.”
“Same here,” I said. We chatted about our psychic link, tossing around ideas for severing it. Taylor suggested getting struck by lightning again, which was both incredibly genius and incredibly stupid.
Finally, I decided to change the subject. “So, you look nice. Is the weather going to be cloudy with a chance of butterflies for me?”
She blushed and winced at the same time, a strange expression. “Yeah, sorry. Henry and I are getting coffee--oh no,” she said, looking at her coffee sadly, “we were gonna get coffee.”
“Guess you’ll have to get decaf on the next go round, huh?”
“I didn’t plan this very well,” she sighed.
“You’ll be okay.” Now is the perfect time to bring the incident up. “Actually, Henry was in here before you came.”
Taylor shot me a confused look. “Seriously? What time?”
“2:15 ish.”
“He said he had a meeting at that time, and might be late,” she mused. “If he was already here, why would he be late?”
“Now that’s strange.” I leaned forward, taking a sip of my latte. “He was with two other men, older than him. I overheard their conversation. Sounded kind of like a business deal, but…you were involved.”
“What?!”
“Yeah. Something about a bet, like if Henry could get you on a date then the other two guys would be business partners. And that the partnership would last as long as your relationship. I can’t really remember, but it sounded sketchy.”
“Did you see what the other men looked like?” Taylor’s face was slowly getting white. Oh dear. Not good.
“Yeah, one of them was…actually, I got a picture.” I showed her the picture of all three men. As soon as she saw it, two things happened: first, her face got officially white, and second, I was hit by all her emotions. I struggled to keep my hands steady as I felt shock, then anger.
“I’m guessing this is significantly surprising?” I asked, suppressing as much of the anger as I could.
She pointed at one of the men, the one who’d apparently won the bet. “That’s…That’s my dad.”
“And…that makes you angry?”
“You don’t understand.” Shaking her head, she breathed in and out, visibly trying to calm herself--to calm us--down. “He’s been…my parents are on the brink of divorce because of him. He’s been nothing but a jerk to my whole family, emotionally abusing my mom, ignoring me and my siblings, doing nothing for our family except providing income. I’m pretty sure even that won’t last for long.” Her eyes widened and I felt more of her surprise. “He’s been asking whether or not I have a boyfriend,” she whispered. “I knew something was up.”
“What about the business deal part?”
“I remember Henry mentioning that his dad owned a large business…my dad owns a couple of graphic design companies. I bet…” I felt her grow furious. “Dad must have bet that if Henry could take me out, then he’d allow Henry’s dad to partner with him at a discount. I can’t believe it. That--” She cursed, several times. I resisted the urge to join her. Not only was I feeling her anger, but also my own at the outrageousness of the situation. It was enough to make me want to flip the table.
Panic rose and I gritted my teeth as I came close to doing just that. “Listen, let’s take this outside, okay?” I pleaded. Taylor let me lead her out of the coffee shop. She felt shocked and angry. So did I. It was a bad combination.
I brought her over to my car and we leaned up against its side. It was a beautiful day, but it didn’t seem worth noticing. She hadn’t said a word. “Deep breaths,” I encouraged her. “Deep…breaths…” Before we talk this out, I thought, we’ve got to be in a condition to actually talk and not just scream. “Breathe in, breathe out.” I felt her struggle for control over her emotions, and I worked on shoving them down on my side of the bond.
After a minute, I turned to Taylor. She was staring wordlessly at the car next to me. “Hey,” I said. She looked at me, tears in her eyes.
“I thought he cared about me,” she whispered. “I thought he…actually…liked me. I thought he genuinely wanted me…”
She burst into tears.
I felt her sadness overpower her anger at her father. It took a lot for me not to cry as well. I reached over and wrapped her in my arms. She was stiff at first, just crying into my shoulder. Finally she relaxed, hugging me, still sobbing. I rubbed her back, trying my best to comfort her when I felt the exact same way she did. This connection is making things both easy, particularly for me to empathize with her, and hard, because right now we both feel pretty miserable. I tried to shove away her emotions from my own, and it helped a little. Maybe it’s easier to stifle her emotions because they’re not originally mine… I made a mental note to add that to the document, then turned my attention back to the crying girl in my arms.
Her sobbing had slowed and she was entering the post-breakdown stage, characterized by quick gasps and less tears. I held her, not wanting to let go. “It’s gonna be okay,” I whispered. “It’s gonna be okay.”
The anger slowly came back as she regained her composure. Pulling away, Taylor wiped her eyes and visibly steeled herself. Oh dear, I thought. Here’s the resolve. She’s gone into angry woman mode.
“You’re right,” she agreed shakily. Her voice was still low. “It’s gonna be okay.”
“Yes,” I said, relieved.
“It’s gonna be okay, because I’m going to show that son of a gun what a piece of--what a--I’m going to show him.” I kept my arms around her waist and she locked her eyes on mine. Her head was barely tilted up. We were nearly eye to eye. I realized that I was, in fact, not as tall as I thought.
“Henry was supposed to meet me here at, what, 3:30? It’s 3:13. I’m going to wait for him and we”--she grimaced; probably meant to be a smile--“are going to have a talk.”
I knew there was nothing I could do to deter her. You have to admit that you want Henry to get what he deserves too, a voice told me. For once, I agreed with it. “Alright,” I said. I pulled her close one more time, then let her go. “Give him hell. But do it quietly. I don’t want you to be arrested or anything.”
“I promise.” She held onto me for a brief moment. Stepping away, she smiled at me tiredly. “Thanks for…being here for me.”
“Any time.” I smiled. “Now go on. Kick his butt. Subtly.”
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(WOAH i'm sorry for not posting!! i have just learned that taking five college classes is not fun so i would not recommend it for anyone)
(also, keep living, folks. my world crashed in on me this weekend but i got back up and you can too. so don't give up. i love you all!!)

Chapter 23: Awake


- Taylor's POV -

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I tossed and turned in bed for an hour until I finally picked up my phone. I’d studied for my exam till 11 pm, and I was exhausted--but I still couldn’t sleep. About half an hour ago, I’d been hit with a wave of emotion from Brandon. I’d never felt so sad before.
In the past, I’d never had huge insecurity issues. I had a pretty average amount of self esteem. But ever since the emotion hit me, I’d felt completely worthless.
It’s like nothing even matters anymore, I thought, despondent. I don’t even care. I could kill myself right now, and nobody would care. Dad sure wouldn’t care.
No! I sat up in bed. That’s not true. Mom would care if I killed myself. The boys would care. Jamie would care! So many people would care! I can’t believe I let that thought in my head…
I unlocked my phone and texted Brandon. “Hey. You up?”
He replied almost immediately. “Yeah. I’m keeping you awake, aren’t I?”
I started to reply with a simple “yes,” but thought better of it. If I was feeling what he was feeling, he was in no place to know that he was keeping me awake. It would probably make him--and therefore me--feel worse. “Nah,” I responded. “I’m still studying.”
“Gotcha.” There was a temporary lull in the conversation, then he texted a second time. “How’s it coming?”
“As well as studying can go,” I lied. “I’m gonna take a break though. Up for FaceTiming me?”
“Actually, that would be great.”
I tossed my hair into a ponytail and turned on my bedside table light. My phone rang a second later and I answered it, grabbing my headphones so I didn’t disturb anyone. Brandon’s tired face popped up on my screen.
“Hey,” I said.
“Hey,” he said. “Studying coming okay?”
“You already asked me that, and yes.”
His face fell, if it was possible for anyone’s face to fall while already looking so low. “Gosh, you’re right. I’m sorry. I’m a mess right now.”
“Actually, I kind of wanted to talk to you about that.” I leaned back on my pillow. “If we’re going to be feeling the same things, we need to be open about them. I’ve felt this way from you a couple times already, and I want to know what’s going on and how I can help.”
Brandon sighed. He ran his hand through his dark blond hair. “When I was 13, my little sister Caroline died of leukemia…”
He told me the whole story. How much he loved his sister. How he was devastated when she died. How his thoughts started going downhill. How he felt so worthless, like a waste of mass and oxygen. How he had almost ended things. How he shoved the pain away. How it had come back.
I felt myself tear up throughout his story. He loved his sister so much. It was obvious that she was his world, even after her death. He described her to such length--her hair, how she laughed, her reaction when the doctors told her the news. He told me how he held her hand as she died. The way he told me, I could almost see her content smile as her pain finally ended and his deepened.
After a while, he stopped talking. I noticed he was crying. “I don’t know why I told you all that,” Brandon confessed. His dark eyes were glassy with tears. “I’ve never told anyone. Not even my parents know about how I feel. Nobody knows I…thought about ending things. Except you.”
I felt the weight of this knowledge press down on me, in addition to his sadness. Briefly, I received a stab of concern that wasn’t my own. He’s worried about me, I realized. He’s worried that all this will be too much for me to bear.
“Listen,” I said, trying to find the right words. I’d never had many friends, and even Jamie and I weren’t very close as far as friends go. You can do this. Just encourage him, be there for him. “I’m not very good at this sort of thing. Being a therapist friend, and all that. I don’t have many friends.” I was surprised I told him that. “But I’m glad you told me everything. I don’t think it’s good for anyone to keep that much sadness and emotions bottled up inside. Especially you. You seem so…happy. All the time.”
He nodded, eyes sad. “Yeah. I’ve always been an extrovert, but I guess after I shoved away all the feelings, I exaggerated my happiness.”
“Exactly.” I tapped my chin with my finger. “Thank you, Brandon. Thank you for opening up.”
“Of course.” Brandon exhaled, running a hand through his hair. “It feels…better. I guess. Kind of like a weight is off of my shoulders.”
“Good.”
“I’m sorry you had to listen, though. I haven’t told anyone because most of my friends are just surface friends, you know? And there’s Aiden, my best friend, who’s nice, but still. It’s hard for guys to get close.” He paused. “It just wouldn’t feel right to tell him I’m not who he thinks I am.”
“I understand.” We sat in silence. It felt appropriate.
“Are you going to be okay?” I asked him.
“I’ll probably be fine.”
“‘Probably’ worries me.”
“Oh, please don’t worry,” he begged. “That’s exactly what I don’t want to happen…gosh…”
“I mean, we do have this emotional connection,” I said, “which is kind of a big deal. I’ve felt your low points as much as…as you’ve felt my anger, I suppose. That’s a conversation for another time, though. For now, just call or text me when you’re feeling down, okay? Because I’m going to be feeling the exact same way.” Affection for him rose in my heart. A part of me wondered if it was going behind Henry, but Brandon was just a friend. Just a friend. So I let the warm feeling exist. “You’re my friend. I mean, I guess,” I hastily added. “I mean, we just met a couple weeks ago, but this connection is obviously not gone yet. And I’m gonna stick with you till we figure this thing out and we can both be ourselves.”
“And so I can finally live for a day without feeling your butterflies,” he chuckled softly.
I blushed. “Hey, it’s my first time. I’m inexperienced.”
“Obviously.” He raised an eyebrow, then smiled. “I’m going to try and get some sleep now. Thank you, Taylor.”
“Of course. Goodnight, Brandon.”
“Goodnight.”
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I woke to a text from Henry. “Hey…think we could meet up for coffee sometime today?” I smiled. “Of course. 3:30 pm sound good to you?”
He replied almost immediately. “Sure. I have a meeting at 2:15, but I’m sure I can make it.”
“Works for me. See you then :)”
I hopped out of bed, yawning. It had been a long night. Thankfully, I’d managed to fall asleep not too long after finishing my conversation with Brandon. I was exhausted from studying. Even the morning after, numbers and code flew through my head. I have to be ready for that final, I thought. It’s like 20% of my final grade…technically, I could still bomb it and get an A, but I sure don’t want to screw it up…
My phone dinged. It was Brandon: “Hey. You still up for maybe meeting today?”
I slapped my forehead. “I totally forgot!” I exclaimed. “He asked me on Friday…dangit!” An idea popped into my head. Wait…we could meet at 2:30, before I meet up with Henry. That might work.
I asked, and he said he would have time before chess club. It worked out perfectly.
I smiled to myself as I thought about Brandon meeting up with a bunch of chess geeks. It didn’t really fit him. Then again, I don’t know much about him.
I was feeling more tired than I should have, after sleeping in. Sorting out my feelings as best as I could, I realized that some of it was Brandon’s tiredness. “You feel tired,” I texted him. “Drink some coffee.”
“Haha,” he replied. “You’re right. I’ll do it. You seem to be doing fine, so keep up the good work.”
The ridiculousness was not lost on either of us.
The morning crawled by. Neither of my parents worked on Sundays, so it was usually quiet. Mom let the twins play video games, and I relaxed in the family room watching them and keeping Emilie occupied. At least no one is screaming, I thought absentmindedly as I stacked blocks for Emilie to knock over. She giggled as she toppled each tower, and I encouraged her to build her own. After lunch, she learned how to stack six blocks in a pyramid shape.
“Well done!” I clapped for my little sister, who laughed delightedly. “Wanna go show Mom? C’mon, let’s go show Mom!” Taking her by the hand, I shoved six blocks into a pocket made from the bottom of my shirt, and we walked to the front porch, where Mom was reading a book.
She immediately placed a bookmark in the book, and turned her attention toward us. “Check this out, Mom,” I said excitedly. Emilie stacked the blocks, blushing and giggling furiously as she did so. Both Mom and I clapped for her, and Mom pulled her into her arms.
“My baby girl is so big now!” she sang. Emilie’s chubby face couldn’t have smiled any wider. “I’m so proud of you!” Mom kissed her, holding her close. “Here, Tay, have a seat,” she gestured to the rocking chair beside her.
I glanced at my watch. “Okay, I have about thirty minutes before I have to get ready.”
“Get ready…?”
“Yeah, sorry,” I apologized. “I have a date today, at…” I almost slipped up and told her 3:30, but then remembered that I’d have to explain Brandon, and why I was meeting with him. He was still the only one who knew about the lightning incident. “…at 2:30,” I finished. “Might be out for a while too.”
“That’s okay.” Mom cuddled Emilie, who yawned. “So tell me about Henry.”
I blushed, feeling the butterflies again. “He’s 19, and really tall, and has blue-green eyes and brown hair. And he likes reading, which is so opposite of me, and he likes coffee too, and he said he was planning on majoring in accounting at this super expensive college.”
Mom raised her eyebrows. “Sounds like he’s a solid guy. Has he been creepy to you at all?”
“Nope.” I was glad I didn’t have to lie about that. I wasn’t sure I could lie to my mom anyway. After all that she’d been through.
We sat in silence for a while. Finally, I worked up enough courage to ask her. “How are you and Dad?”
She sighed. “He won’t talk to me. Any time I come in the same room as him, he leaves. He doesn’t want to fix things between us.”
“Do you really think they could be fixed?”
“No,” she answered after a pause. “I guess it’s gone past fixing now.”
“Well listen, maybe you should try and confront him about a divorce. This has been going on for far too long anyway. With the way he’s been acting toward you and the rest of us, there’s a very small probability he’ll say no. And once I’m done with this semester, which is really soon, then I’ll be able to work at least more hours, if not a second job.” I took hold of her hand. “We can get through this.”
She smiled weakly. “Yeah. You’re right. We can. But for now,” her voice took on a determined tone, “you need to go get ready for your date. Go on. I’ll save you some dinner if you’re late.”
“Thanks Mom.” I leaned over and kissed her cheek, then turned to go inside. The sound of a car distracted me--Dad was leaving. I didn’t give him a second thought, and went inside to get ready.
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(i hope you all are enjoying 2019 so far!! i just started school today and have yet to get used to the feeling of being dog tired all the time, but otherwise it's gone well for me)
(stay healthy!)

Chapter 22: The Principal's Office


- Brandon's POV -

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I took a deep breath. “Well, Brandon,” I whispered, “you’re either about to make a really good decision or a really bad one.”
On the spur of the moment, I had set up a meeting on Saturday with the principal of Arnold-Garrett middle school to talk about possibly teaching there during the school year. Today was Saturday. I was standing outside the principal’s office. I was terrified.
Thinking back to my high school public speaking class, I took another deep breath. “Alright. I’m good with people. I’m gonna do fine. This is gonna be fine. I’m a member of several local clubs. I have a good job. I have a lot of friends. What’s a principal gonna do to me? Nothing. I’m not in elementary school any more. It’s not a big deal.”
Without thinking, I raised my hand and knocked.
“Come in,” a female voice said from inside.
I straightened my jacket once more and opened the door.
“Brandon Pecorano?” The woman behind the desk smiled at me.
“That’s me.” I returned the smile. She was pretty, and a little young, but seemed nice enough.
“I’m Alice Robertson, principal of Arnold-Garrett. Nice to finally meet you in person.” She stood and shook my hand. “Take a seat.”
“Thank you,” I said. “To get right to the point, I’m here to ask you about something important to me.”
“I am very in favor of listening to what people are passionate about.” She leaned forward, her hands folded on the desk. “Let’s discuss.”
“I work at Neon Blue Graphic Design,” I began. “I began an internship there during my last two years of high school, and I currently work there full time. However, I’m big into being involved in the community. I’m a sponsor of the City Teens club, as well as the local chess club for young adults.”
Alice nodded. “Go on.”
“My job at Neon Blue is a dream, and I love being able to do what I love for a living. I make enough money to keep myself comfortable. But I’ve been thinking: I’d love to volunteer, assist, or teach an art class here at Arnold-Garrett. I’m not married, and have no family of my own. Investing in the future generation of artistic kids is something I’d very much enjoy. Like I said, money is not an issue, so volunteering works just fine for me. As long as I get to teach, or at least help.”
“Hmm.” The principal leaned back in her chair. “If we could put you in a position to volunteer or teach, would it interfere with your work schedule?”
“It wouldn’t,” I assured her. “My schedule is very flexible. As long as I work a certain amount of hours each day and get my projects done, events can be scheduled around.”
“Interesting.” Alice stared at me pensively. “And how old are you?”
“I’m 20 years old.”
“Hmm.”
I waited.
“Well, I’ll see what I can do. Typically we only hire teachers with education higher than high school, but since you have an internship, and since it’s art…I’ll need to talk to the board about this.”
I nodded. “That’s totally fine. Like I said, this is just an opportunity I would enjoy. I would appreciate you keeping it in mind.”
“I will.” She cocked her head to the side. “You may be just what we need. No promises, though.” Standing, she shook my hand again. “This is, obviously, the end of the school year, so if anything happens it will happen after the summer ends.”
“I understand.”
“I’ll keep in touch.”
“Thank you. And thank you for the opportunity to meet with you.”
“The pleasure is mine.” Alice smiled as I quickly exited her office.
I walked down the deserted hallways, pointedly not thinking about anything until I got in my car.
As soon as I was in my car, I allowed myself a moment of excitement. “Yesssss! It sounds like she’s going to consider it,” I confided to the passenger seat. “I bet I’ll be able to do it!”
I drove home, happy and happy to be happy. Before I arrived, I stopped by the store to grab some groceries and socks. My phone buzzed in my pocket--a text from Taylor. “Something good happen?”
“Yeah,” I replied. “Might be helping / teaching art at the middle school next semester. Fingers crossed.”
“Awesome!”
My fingers flew across the screen. “Don’t let me distract you. Knock out that studying 100%.”
“Thanks :)”
I decided to invite Aiden and Jamie over for dinner, because I felt bad about not going to that game with Aiden weeks ago. I dialed up his number as I searched through the fresh seafood.
“This is Aiden,” he answered.
“What’s up dude? It’s Brandon.”
“Brandon!” His voice sounded excited. “Bro, I haven’t heard from you for a couple of days. Kinda had me worried. What’s up?”
“Well,” I smiled, “I felt kinda bad about not going to that game with you awhile ago…”
“Oh, that? Don’t worry about it,” he interrupted.
“…so, I thought I’d invite you and Jamie over for dinner,” I finished. “I’m making seafood. Seared tuna with rice and roasted veggies.”
“Dude, that sounds…fancy. I didn’t know you cooked?” Aiden turned the statement into a question.
Shoot, I thought. I gave away my secret. Now I’ll never hear the end of it.
“Uh…yeah, actually. Please don’t tell anyone. I’m not like a super food geek or anything,” I lied. “I just like to make nice things…every once and awhile. Not, like, every day.” Which was true. Sometimes I had to eat the leftovers. So technically, I didn’t cook every day.
Aiden laughed. “I won’t tell. You do you, bro. We’ll be there tonight.”
“Awesome.” I felt relieved for some reason. Because you thought he’d forgotten about you, a voice whispered. Because you thought he didn’t want your friendship any more. Because you’re a worthless piece of--
I kicked the voice into a box and taped it up.
“See you then!”
“Bye,” I said, then hung up. Time to get down to business. I’m gonna make this a smashing meal.
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“That was…amazing.” Aiden leaned back in his chair, unbuckling his belt. Jamie smacked his hand and he grinned at her. “Just trying to make room for all that good food, babe.”
“Not at the dinner table.” She rolled her eyes. “Brandon, you really outdid yourself. To be honest, I didn’t know you could make more than a toasted pop tart.”
I chuckled. “Then my plan worked. I didn’t want anyone to know--they might have taken away my man card, forever.”
We all laughed. “Seriously though,” Aiden said. “This is just more evidence that you need a girl. You’re so lonely you learned how to cook, and really good too!”
Well,” Jamie corrected.
“Really good well.” He put his arm around her. “Can we do this more often? I love not paying for a restaurant-rate dinner.”
“Who said you weren’t paying?” I grinned mischievously.
Aiden shared a look with Jamie. “You wouldn’t…would you?”
“I’m joking, dude.” I got up and started to clear the table. “But if you help with the dishes, I might be more inclined to invite you over more often.”
“That’s all I needed to hear.”
We made quick work with the cleanup. It was nice, having someone to laugh and joke around with. It hit me how much I’d missed hanging out with people. Thinking back, I realized I hadn’t even made it to volleyball this past Monday night. I mentally smacked myself as I stuck a plate in the dishwasher. How did you forget? I chastised myself.
Nobody even texted you to remind you, the pesky voice in my head told me. Nobody cares about you.
Shut up, I cursed at it. Aiden and Jamie care about me. They’re having dinner with me tonight, and you know that.
That’s only because you invited them, though. They’re just tolerating you. Like all your supposed friends do.
“Hey Brandon,” Aiden’s concerned voice broke into my thoughts and the voice dissipated. “Earth to Brandon. You okay?”
I shook my head to clear it. “What? Oh, yeah. Yeah, I’m fine. Just got caught up in my thoughts.”
“Okay.” He turned back to the trash can, where he was scraping off plates. Jamie shot me a concerned look as well, and I gave her a smile. She looked away, seemingly satisfied.
“Well guys,” I said a while later as I dried the last pot, “I wish I had some dessert for you, but I didn’t have time to bake up anything.”
“It’s totally okay, Brandon,” Jamie assured me. She and Aiden were standing together, Aiden’s arm around her shoulders. “We don’t even need dessert after such a wonderful meal.”
“We don’t?” Aiden asked innocently. She smacked him in the ribs, and he laughed.
“We should get going. I don’t want to keep you any longer. Thank you so much for the amazing food!” Jamie tugged on Aiden’s shirt. He gave me a fist bump.
“See you later, dude. Take care of yourself.”
“I will.” I grinned at them both as they walked down the hallway outside my door.
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(i hope you guys had a fantastic holiday and, well, here's to the new year! let's make 2019 better than 2018.)